up late can't sleep, was in pain so took medication, it has eased up, but my mind is on over lode. I'm starting to feel like I need a New Circle. I only deal with a selective few already, but now I have come to the conclusion that their presence only arrives when its beneficial, really don't like being used.

I really detest an idle mind, but tonight I have one, and I'm considering New surroundings and people.... "Sometimes water and blood is equal"
People might think I'm acting brand new, only if I take this self preservation to  a whole new level...
Patiently waiting to see how this plays out.

If I have No One Else, God is with me and he's more than the whole world against me. Trying this thing called sleep again....

Blessings,
TB