Tiffany's Thought

Sometimes I feel like the encourager needs to be encouraged. I’m feeling like I’m in a hard ass shell. Then I feel as if a breakthrough is coming to pass, some people don’t understand my breakthrough simply because you don't know my been through. I remember how so many people would be concerned about Tiffany. Saying they’re here for me, but as I look all around I see no one. Yes, I feel alone, I feel depressed, saddened and terribly hurt. So many things and people have changed, but there’s a lot that’s still the same.

I don’t talk much, I write a lot. Seems like every night I have a deep conversation with my father. I trust him with all that I am. So many people may never get me, they may even mock me. I said something the other day, that I asked God to forgive me for, I said: Tiffany never get a happy ending. I don’t believe that, that’s like saying I don’t trust God, I’m just in a place where I have to surrender All, and I give myself away.

I have my moments, dwelling on things out of my control, but I have to Let go and let God. I must forgive those who done me wrong, forgive the broken promises. I have so many struggles from day to day. I have to come to the realization that this is not my battle to fight. I have to put all my trust in God and Believe that everything will alright.

This is my prayer

Lord come in my life; forgive the things I’ve said or done that’s not pleasing to your word, Known and unknown. Lord I pray for renewal of strength, Lord I don’t mind waiting on you it’s an honor to wait, Father God you’re an on time God. And I know you would never put no more on me than I can handle. I’m not a selfish person, I pray for all those in need. I pray for the brokenhearted, Lord Mend it right now, I pray for all addicts, give them the willpower to know Grater is he that’s in me then he that’s in the world. I pray for all the sick and shut in, Lord heal, restore, deliver comfort, I know you can and I believe you will. I pray for those that are locked up, show them that you are the way truth and the light. Touch them with wisdom knowledge and understanding. I pray for, single parents struggling Lord Come into their life and reassure them you have a blessing with their name on it. Mostly I pray for the man that don’t know you in the pardon of their sins, I lift them up right now in Jesus Name, Lord don’t let them lean into their own understanding I pray they acknowledge you and you direct their path. I pray for the person that in pain, I pray for the person that’s lost, Let them seek you. I pray for our President, cover him with grace. I pray for our land, and country, lets us come together and know through you all things are possible Lord this is prayer in Your Son Jesus Name. Amen Amen Amen.