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Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Heaven


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(My Story)...

(My Story)...
My Life, Your Inspiration, I arrived on earth in nineteen eighty two...Upon my arrival I was already going through..When I got here every BONE IN MY BODY WAS BROKE... My family stayed encouraged at every word the doctors spoke.. Years Later, Why Me? is a question I seldom ask....Living with Osteogenesis, isnt an easy task...its a hard journey to walk a mile in my shoe, everyday it seems like its always something knew...through the pain I struggle with from day to day it sometimes causes me to become discouraged, that's when I kneel down to pray...even with facing hard days to come I refuse to be dismayed, I tell myself daily, "Tiffany you are fearfully and wonderfully made"... I'm living my life with purpose and reason, I'm God's special creation... Sharing My GOD stroy with the world so people can gain inspiration...

"Blessed"

"Blessed"
I am BLESSED with everything I need. I am working hard towards everything I want. And MOST Of All I Appreciate and Thank GOD for All that I have...

Who Am I? ...

Who Am I? ...
I stand four feet seven inches, short and petite... Who Am I ? A small frame, that is kind and sweet... I've had my share of heartache and stress... Who Am I? A Child Of God that is completely blessed...I express my thoughts, not to be impolite or rude... Who Am I? A woman that lives her life with gratitude...I know whats its like to be without... Who Am I? A person that praises God because he will WORK IT OUT! I have suffered from depression, and tears have constantly flown from my eyes... Who Am I? A Lady that will quickly tell the devil He's a lie...I enjoy life and take things day by day... Who Am I? A person that will push, knowing help is underway... I'm imperfect just like you, Certain situations make me feel like I've taken all I can take....Who Am I? A person that learns from her mistakes...I am a poet at heart, so many thoughts and incite... Who Am I? A Soon to be Author, who loves to write... While on the earth I'm just living out my Destiny... Who Am I? You Can Just Call Me Poetic, Tiffany...

"Missing You"...

"Missing You"...
Everyday I thank God for strenght to make it through...Even being strong it doesn't stop me from missing you.. Your smile, and your laughter would brighten my day... I lost my best friend when God took you away... When you died, I cried and grieved.. Just to know your in a better place I'm so relieved. The holiday seasons gets really hard, I miss you so much...I yearn for your hugs and kisses just to feel my mother's touch... Missing you is an understatement... The bond we shared no one can ever replace it... During the Holiday Season, I try to carry out the things you would do, This is so hard, I'm sitting here in tears simply because I'm missing you... R.I.P. 02-03-1956--07-11-1999

"It's Not What People Think, It's What God Knows"

"It's Not What People Think, It's What God Knows"
People Judge me, Talk about me, assume things about me, just going by what they see... "O Lord, you have searched me, and you know me." I've been down and out and under attack... I'm GLAD to step out of darkness and the The Devil Try Again, I'm BACK! Satan tried to block me, But, God didnt let me fall... I love him because he kept me and is keeping me through it all... They Talked about Jesus so they will talk about me... I just have to put my armor on and fight off the enemy... Anything under God's control is NEVER out of control... For a while my heart was in void, but God filled it now I'm whole...

"Even Tiffany"

"Even Tiffany"
I was told that when you look at me you can't tell nothing's wrong...That person may never know this but those words made me strong...My everyday task isnt easy to bear... Often times I wonder why me, and say my life isnt fair...I came into this world with the odd already against me... My journey is rough, but I know patience is the key...Externally I may look the part, but sometimes its not what you see, But through thise hardships, God continues to Bless EVEN ME... My Endurance level has become very high... When I'm depressed, I just look up to the sky... I'm only human, sometimes I become an emotional wreck, But, I quickly go into my closet where BLESSINGS are always on deck...Doctor's Visits, Hospitals, Cast, Needles, And Medication... They All have become of my living obligation...Right now I may not see it, but for my life God has a remarkable plan, I'm trusting him and putting my hands in his hands, Therefore, I wont question him, I had a remarkable Epiphany... "I will walk by faith and know GOD will BLESS Even Tiffany...

"She Is Me"...

Looking in the mirror, I don't like the girl staring back at me...
The reflection isnt something I'd like to see...
To me, my outer apperance is unacceptable...
My lack of confidence has become intolerable...
Every one of my flaws are so detectable...
My anxiety on my exterior makes me feel disfavor...
I know this is just a mindless behavior...
Growing up wasnt easy for me I wasnt told I was beautiful or pretty... Mostly people had sympathy, which made me unease...I always wanted to be the girl that stood out, smart and whitty... So many problems within, kept me in prayer on my knees...
As I got older I reached a level of maturity...
I thank God for releasing me from those inner insecuritues...
Through Prayer and self-Preservation, I know how to deal with the inner enemy...
There's a likeness in the mirror image, I love what I see...
I can now say thats a beautiful creation starring back at me...

(Based On A True Story)..."My Story"

(Based On A True Story)..."My Story"
Pain and sadness is taken over my life. My smile use to be so grand. I'm trying hard to hang on to every good strand...I'm aware that God didnt give us a spirit of fear. But these days I'm finding it hard to be of good cheer. I dont confide in anyone my poetry defines my thoughts so hang onto every word. I have people who lift my spirits and I pray they know their always heard. Sometimes I want to ask God how do I cope with what I'm going through. I feel like I'm at a dead end street not knowing what to do. Not one, nor two, but several problems I'm dealing with are so discouraging. Yes, I know the encourager needs encouraging. All this medicine and pain makes me say should I give up, should I just let go... When my mind answers and says YES, God speaks to my heart and says NO. If I mustn't go why hasnt God pulled me from this sinking sand. I have faith, its the only place I stand... Remembering when my mom was living, I asked her is God mad at me? Why do I have to go through all this? Often I still wonder did I do something wrong, tears began to fall as I reminisce. I often cry myself to sleep at night Praying for that JOY to come in the morning light...The thought of knowing someone has it worst than me breaks my heart, as I feel guilty for the way I feel. Everybody storm is different, but yet this is my own personal strom still. I can only play the hand that life deals. As I sit here and pour my heart out in this ink, I know that life can be taken in one blink. So I inhale and exhale and keep smiling from day to day...Staying hopeful that some of these trials will soon fade away. I have Faith but I'll admit at times it's shaken because this pain has the longest duration. Sometimes I just want to stop breathing, out of pain heartache and frusration. Faith is knowing and believing there's Hope in a Hopeless situation.By his grace I manage to fight the fight of faith because he deserves my dedication. Lord hear my prayers especially on the days I feel I can't take this any longer...Continue to help me through my struggles. I'm a witness what don't kill makes you stronger. My doctor in a sick room your touch is what I hunger. As for now I will keep my head up pray and try my best not to be down. I will live each day as my last and walk around with an invisible crown. Do I wonder what life has in store? Nahhh... I just wake up thankful for another day more....
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