My Life...

I've be cut on opened up medicated and heavenly sedated. But just the thought alone of another operation has me irritated. 

It's just the devil trying to consume my mind with fear. 

I'm praying for more Faith and the cross for Jesus to keep me near. 

I been in so much pain I'm literally weak. 

But blessings over my life I will continue to speak. 

I will allow my pain to overflow in this ink. 

It helps to express poetically the thoughts that I think. 

It's in my human nature to be fearful, 

Even as low as I feel God won't let me sink.  

Being born into this world with the odds against me, sometimes makes me feel like I've taken all I can take. 

Everyone keeps reminding me God makes No mistakes. 

I'm so emotional I can't hold back these tears...

It's like so much anxiety thats been built up for years. 

I can only pray not to breakdown, but Lord Just let me breakthrough. 

Lord I can't do it by myself my Faith and strength is relied only on you. 

I'm Not Gone lie trusting God can be hard to do. 

My grandma told me to just look back at what he already brought me through. 

I'm praying hard in hopes your praying with me, true prayer is measured by might not length. 

This poem isn't for pity parties or sympathy I just want my followers to pray with me for strength. 

I fall shirt too you may think why is Tiffany discouraging?

Well, Somedays the encourager needs encouraging. 

Sickness. Pain. Depression. Confusion. This past year has been hard and odd. Even during my toughest hours I can only say...Ohhh "But God"

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