Sad... But God.

I'm like glass fragile easy to break. 

I'm vulnerable sometimes I wonder is my life a mistake. 

My moments of happiness are so brief 

My moments of sadness linger longer with pain and disbelief. 

 My heart is heavy so much going on I feel like my life is a mess. 

I feel like there is no love without sadness. 

My smile I miss where is my eternal bliss. 

Every night tears on my pillow this sorrow I can't dismiss. 

Feeling trapped in a bubble like a lonely helpless girl. 

Every one cries from time to time like a new born baby in this cruel world.

I don't want to seem ungrateful for my life and focus on stressing. 

So many people have it worse and just to be alive is a blessing. 

But it's in my human nature to wonder how long will this storm last. 

I feel like I'm being forced in heavy winds, I'm frighten with my personal forecast. But, I keep repeating "This Too Shall Pass"

I don't want to be defined as unhappy unpleasant unfortunate. 

I want to experience Heaven on earth live and love and become wild and passionate. 

I asked God to take away this depression I'm going through. 

He said be of Good cheer for I am with you. 

I prayed and asked God to make me whole and be my shield. 

He said through his stripes I am healed. 

In my prayer closet I asked God to spare me pain negativity and strife. 

God responded and said for if I suffer I'll gain eternal life. 

I've pleaded and asked God to stop by here and bless me, in Faith I weave. 

Trials please leave. 

God answered and said I'll pour you out blessings that you won't have room to receive. 

Fear is overwhelming and it's making  me to weak to stand. 

So I prayed, what I can't God can. 

God said do not fear or be dismayed I will hold you with my rightous right hand. 

My future seems unclear these burdens are far from being lightweight. 

God told me in his word to trust him and he will make my path straight. 

Tribulations has my mind blown. 

Fix it Jesus, all this pain all I can do is cry and moan. 

 Someday so just want to give up but I end up going to the throne. 

Asking God to help I can't do it on my own. 

I'm praying without cease, feeling like my blessings have been postponed. 

God answers my prayer and said must Jesus bear the cross alone. 

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Poetic Tiffany Poet"