Thinking....

As I lay in this hospital bed I still think of people I can help and poems I can write pics I can post quotes I can quote to bless somebody. You never know what people are going through. Even with my current situation I PRAY God uses it for his greater good. Last night one of my church members called me, and I told my grandma she said something I really needed to hear. She said Tiffany I know your enduring a lot of pain but just think in the long run this surgery will payoff your gonna be pain free of everything you were enduring before the surgery. That was something weighing heavy on my mind and I didn't tell anyone I was thinking what if I did this for nothing. What if it doesn't change. But God once again used his vessel to confirm yet another doubt. A few days ago both of my pastors came to the hospital to pray for me. lol yeah I have two. One stated in his prayer for God to use this test I'm enduring for a marvelous testimony. People are watching your life not for the humiliation or the embarrassment but for the testimony that God's gonna give you...Past the test!  When people say God will turn your test into a testimony that is real yall... 

If someone is on your mind don't call everybody else or post about them. Call Them and give a kind word. Or better yet call God and give the gift of PRAYER. I'm not a selfish person I Pray for all. I want God to bless every eye on this post IJN-Amen. When ppl see me I don't won't pity parties. I want then to say "3" words. "Look At God"