Being born into this world with the odds against me and never knowing as a child that my life was different from yours was simple & okay with me. There are days I wish I could go back to this lil strong girl. Who thought her pain was just apart of her everyday life and it was Normal. I smiled even when it hurt. In less than a month I'll be 33. I am going through hell on my way to Heaven. It's so hard to smile now adays. I'm tired of the pain. That's all my life is, just constant pain...I'm just Sitting here wondering what is God's reason for all the pain that I've had to endure over the years. So I picked up my Bible & flipped to Hebrews. 12:2 Here's my answer: Let us fix our eyes on Jesus the author and finisher of our faith...”who for the joy set before him endured the cross. Sometimes I wanna ask, why me God? But I know he's only preparing me for what lies ahead! He is shaping & molding me to ensure that I will be able to carry out my purpose on Earth! In the midst of it all I'm thankful for everything before me and optimistic about what lies ahead.
Prayer.. LORD help me to always look up to you, no matter how tough the situation is! I am encouraged. I am grateful. I am blessed.
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