"My Life"

Honestly I had plans to accomplish a lot of things last week. But my body had different plans. Today is Saturday I can honestly say I was in pain and heavily medicated all last week. But Today my pain is calming down. Sometimes I look in the mirror and I don't see what other people see. It's weird this one guy said you don't look 33 you must haven't had a hard life. That statement threw me. Especially coming into this world with all odds against me. But God.  I see so many different doctors nurses and interns that's amazed by my story. Sometimes I just want to go to my appointments and be over with it. But my doctor always leaves me in the room with his/her interns after examining me and asks me to share my story because I have been such an inspiration to their office. Growing up as a Child I hated talking about my life and what I go through and the only person that got that was my mom(may she rest in paradise) My oldest brother and my grandma always talked about me and my struggles and I hated it. Since 2012 life for me started being extremely complicated.  But God. 

Overcoming one obstacle now praying for strength to overcome another one. Now when I sit and look in the mirror I see Tiffany. I see a fighter. I see a conqueror. I see a Testimony. I see Gods creation. 

I've been going through hell since 1/11/82  but I'm not going to give up! Gotta keep pushing! God knew I was built for this life before I was born 👊🏼 "I Thank GOD I don't look like what I feel like. But, the moral of the story is, See yourself how God sees you. Fearfully and Wonderfully made. A Masterpiece. Let this mind be in me as is in Christ Jesus. #RighteousMind