"Poetically Thinking"

I'm in a season where I don't have time to be spazzing out, becoming angry, or mad. 

I don't have the strength to be down depressed or sad. 

Things that's out of my control I let it go. 

People I once knew, Now I don't seem to know. 

Lately I've jokingly asked my grandma to drop me off at lakeside. 

But in God I hide. I pray and by faith he always provide. 

It amazes me how he shows up just in time. 

He holds my hands during the climb. 

My go through is far from mild. 

But yet I smile. 

Not to spill the tea, but my mom had three kids but I feel like the only child. 

Jeremiah 29: 11 says For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the LORD, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

This verse makes me feel like a trooper mainly because I trust my ruler.  

Certain people have taken my kindness for weakness and it was quite unexpected. 

But again I'm in a season where disloyalty means we're now disconnected. 

Even with the BOLD disrespect I'm NOT MAD. But trust this I'm distant. I NOW love you from a far.

You know who you are. 

There is a time and season for everything and everyone.

Some have reached their expiration date I must admit I'm done. 

I can't bite my tongue this year. 

I won't apologize because everything I say is real and sincere. 

So if you don't hear from me our roles have taken a twist. 

Don't worry even my worst enemy is own my prayer list. 

It's funny how life can quickly become so odd. I can only whisper "but God"

I no longer believe in the phrase ride or die" it's the Not all it's cracked up to be. 

People change so instantly. 

My writing comes from my heart it's not about stepping on toes. 

So many lessons in life I'm learning and I've learned. 

Respect is earned. Honesty is appreciated. Trust is gained. Loyalty is returned. 

This concept seems to be lost in space. 

If it's NOT of God I can no longer embrace. 

I'm just living this life so I can live again. 

I speak my truth I'm far from perfect just free styling with this pen. 

It's funny how people can give advice but yet their door needs sweeping. 

If you don't have it together I refuse to "hear" what your speaking. 

Sometimes I get surprised at the things people say and do. 

On God the level of disrespect without understanding can make me say goodbye to you too.  

God is first. God is relevant. 

I am in a intimate relationship with God so anything and anyone else is irrelevant. 

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PoeticTiffany Poet